NOBODY NOBODY but you . performance.
a very last min performance.

goodness
projects rolling in like free. Pretty stressed up.
Japanese exam and school exams are on the same week.
Thought i could spare some time to study jap first, but i think prolly not.
WHY SAME WEEK.
NEXT worry on the LIST.

driving exam and school project clash.
then i have to cancel driving exam becos i was said to be selfish.
oh wells.
yeah. true enough i can't expect the whole class to give in to me, but if the cip date cnt proceed as the proposal date. i prolly puke blood. sigh.
please pray things go in sequence.
don't give me surprises.



I miss nana wanyi sherman ~
very long nv hang out and mahjong.
wanna relax also hard.
sigh.

oh yah, ms pk competition, supposingly singing today and get it done and over with.
But i have to fall sick at this very week. FUCK.
sorethroat, flu and cough , package, is making me irritated !

hate days when i can't sing.


i'm lost in econs and pacc.
find my way please.

haiz.
study buddies strongly needed!

us girls, love teresa. khye don't sad, we love also. abit lesser.
ken rocks. cos, he got tonns of patience.
anyone interested in guitar, please come to music story for trial class =) 4pm.
NANA siew LOVE LOVE HER
JO !!!! hahaha this is what happens when nike has no customers
min and i. lol. ... cool or what. same day say month same year kaki
see the bordeom continues
like the saying, just do it!

steamboat.. with some mic imitate mij.
thanks rae, for planning this steamboat.


my stomach had been upset for days already, pain like shit!

i wanna sing shi luo sha zhou by xu jia ying for next round, should i ?
risky?
ok?
how? tommy!!

hai, i realise i got a packed week, then i realise omg when i have the time to study for econs. NEXT week! why on earth did i fail, and again, i did not study. lol.

i'll work hard for everything again.
BE It.
tempo...
singing
keyboard guitar dance.
come on vanesssssssaaaaa.

stomach PAIN!
goodness

i shld start saving money for all my wants..........................................

i want a..........
polaroid camera
subcrew bag
necklace
nice dance shoes
nice dance tops
nice dance bottoms
huge stitch toy to hug to bed. saw one at more than words! =(.
i wan lose weight.
i wan mic for my lappy. cos its as good as mute. cnt video call =(
i wan more slp.

faints.

在看LoveLoveLove好感人的一集 ~


羡慕~
如果是花心的男生搞这一套就太没有意思了， 但他好诚恳喔！

现在好晚了，还是睡不着！
明天完蛋了！上课一定打瞌睡！

好想做很多事，但没时间。

最近忽略了我最好的朋友，希望你能谅解我这一阵子有一点忙.

救命！不想上学！好累！

the girls had some prob with the clothes.
sigh.
sorry for the low energy level.
we will improve and its sad that. our rehearsels were better than this.
=(

Goodness me. Finally FOUR DAYS ARE OVER.
wooh!
O.C first performance as a crew .
GOODNESS the FIRST TWO DAYS WERE KINDA screwed.
Different days different people screwed up.
first two was the girls. Last two was the guys.
videos captured the very right moment when we.. screwed. LOL.
in case any dance pros come and view and give lotsa comments, i needa clarify first. hahaa.
First performance...
and......
stage fright.
but oh wells.
=x
O.C jiayou.

LOVE u winky boy. even though other's say u stink and all.
but i dote on u as usual . WINK ROCKS!
wink and i. tired. so we rested at e dance floor
adon't they look like a couple. ohhh. okie. enuff said. haha. caleb's alr attached. =)
caleb. i always bully him. poor thing. hahahaha!
this is our studio now. wee. thou its small but =)
some bread i took in ms. lol. mus be there for like ages.
you ren must be saying, i wanna eat lah. quick take e pic.
koonchong seldom smile. so.. hahaa. i made him smile.
desperate for food!!
i keep calling this dog milo . LOL. when its supposed to be called er. hippo. DOTS. paiseh ar milo. hahahaa
esweet rae and i
guitar pro.
darn. guitar practise at rae's house.
you ren and rae
jo me isaac
isaac jo me. woo. eating icecream at udders.
spot gotosan! isaac jo and i.
look at our finished icecreams. alcohol is too strong. can't stand thou
13 yrs of frenship. we grew up! call us. MR ANGMOH Meets MISS CHEENA. how difficult for us to communicate. haha.
VANESSA'S. TOH meets MAK =)
me and gracey!
MILO BDAY! BUDDEH 19 LIAO... dun play ard alr.
JIAJUN & LING =)
this our new chio nike shoe. silver !!
zhijie with his sore red eye
master cheee looks pissed
another night with twinneh and louis zhijie cheehwee
thats us yaw.
louis cheehwee zhije sandwiching




This cake is as hard as a rock. haha

en face is super funny lor
love her to bits.
siao alr
搞怪姐妹！


ゴトサン　＆ジョサン
ごとさん　＆　ベネササン





this is my BESTIE jo!!!




不知我们变成怎么了，我依然对你有思念。
但我们都知道，这份感情来到一个最终点。
谢谢你一直陪伴着我。

希望我会勇敢的面对明天，
从新做你的朋友。
不管别人怎么想，怎么看我，我还是会在你的身边，陪着你。
但以朋友的身份，关心你。
加油！


I'm tired of being busy already. wooh.
these are all my loveable friends.
met new friends & they totally rock! cmcc peeps. i really enjoy time spent with you all.
sing k sing until siao. ha..

hmm.
i also need to pei my darlings and all.
wait for all of us to meet up after this event.
MISS U ALL SO MUCH.

at least i get to see enen and jo. =)

I like photos cos they capture the very very moment.
and words complement it. Or vice versa.
Sorry for the random photos .
Cos i'm lazy to arrange it and my internet connection is so screwed.
tomorrow i'm going to expo for rehearsel with my o.c peeps.
den gonna work for four consecutive days, sorry if i reply late ya.
impt stuff call me, but i don't reply probably im busy at work.
then after work i have to go for chalet.
omg. freaking tired.
i
failed
econs.
how
great.
-.-
darn.
i'm so gonna improve in dance. yes i 'll. aft... econs exam. WOOHOO
im turning 18 sooon.
bday pls come soon.

Today was awesome.
Went to Jap class with Jo and chiong our jap homework as always.
Went to Grand Corhotton( i don't know whats the spelling) Hotel dunno what waterfront .
The place is sooo amazing. Pretty pretty.
The dinner was super ex ba, ard 300 plus but it was goto san's treat.
The place was filled with all japanese.. and some americans during the late hours.
the chef, staff were all japanese.
Its a DARE night for me.
I had to eat all the stuff i don't dare to eat..
I know i 'm a loser who don't eat sashimi, okay i ate it today without puking.
7 Ultra thick slices. My father will be complaining i'm so biased , cause i never once ate sashimi with him.Then we ate some jap pizza we have to fry it ourselves.
Today we followed the jap style of eating, interesting, we learnt lotsa vocabulary and japanese culture during the dinner.

Goto san ,　ｱﾘｶﾞﾄｺﾞｻﾞｲﾏｽ!
ｶﾗ ｼﾞｮｻﾝ & ﾍﾞﾈｻｻﾝ

after that we met up with nana , xh , xh fren, Robert ( LOL) , and watched phobia2.
i wished he was there with me , but he doesn't wanna come along. He never tried to compromise or try things for me. He ever thought of what things make me happy?
i wonder.
I jus want a simple relationship. But i can't feel his love for me.
I'm attached, yet i don't feel like i 've a boyfriend.
maybe the saying is right, i need someone who loves me more than i love him.
i'm confused every now and then.
i don't know why, i doubt ur feelings. Maybe it started out all too haste.
I miss the shy you.
i know im absurd.
21st century, got innocent guys meh?
haha.



phobia is boring. except for the last story. Damn good. good twist. Own , first time a ghost movie can make me super scared and laugh so badly at the same time.
Good one.


alright.
my heart sank deeper each day.
maybe i shldn't fall in love.
music is my best partner.
oh wells.

tts all. i know you might read this one day.
but seriously, i don't think i even matter much to you.
did you forgot, u actually have a gf.
do i ever exist in ur world?

sigh.
nevermind.
u'll realise sooner or later, what u actually want.

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